Wednesday, December 16, 2009


We are all social instruments that vibrate together through that power of our collective ideas. Our minds hear and see and sing along when the chords strike right. Our conscious minds may try to resist it, but our true selves know instantly because our souls come alive craving to join the collective chorus. To resist it is to invite depression and insanity. To embrace it is to become one with the universe.

There are different melodies that weave into an exquisite tapestry. Some are there for us to emulate. Others are made for us to want to wrap around as human counterpoint.

Big-dicked Daddy. i see that and my heart goes "oh my!" But it's not me. i want to interact with that, but that's different than being that, no matter how hard i may try.

Cruel Dominant Goddess. Again, my knees go weak. i am made to be a part of that somehow. i just know it. But still, that's certainly not me.

Limp wristed sissy faggot. That's it! The words make my heart sing. They bounce around in my brain rewriting everything they touch. Just four little words, but within them everything.

Don't they just make you smile? Can't you just see yourself being them? i'm not a big-dicked Daddy, i'm a limp wristed sissy faggot. i want people to see my prancing with my dead sexy limp wrist. i want them to see how good a sissy i am. i want to commune with other limp wristed sissy faggots. i want to sing it from the roof tops!

Join the human symphony. Vibrate. Don't fight it any more. You really don't want to.

Thursday, June 25, 2009


In my heart i am still a virgin. Yes, i have had traditional heterosexual intercourse, but that is a meaningless since i am not a heterosexual. When i look into my heart of hearts i am a humpy.

When i see a beautiful, powerful person, i don't want to penetrate them. What i really want to do is hump their legs. That's what humpies want since we are submissive exhibitionists who need our sexual gratification debased to its lowest form possible.

i want everyone to see. i want them all to be disgusted by the open, completely submissive expression of my sexuality.

i imagine that there are male and female humpies. i guess we fit into the category of doggie play, although that doesn't really enter into it in my head. i need to hump. i see a beautiful woman and i want to hump her leg, and i want her friends to see me humping her leg.

Since i would do anything to actually hump, i am sure that you could make me do just about anything using the hold of being allowed to hump over my head as leverage. i would act like a dog. i would dress like a sissy. i would crawl around nude.

Big, meaty thighs would seem to be the best for humping. i say best because i am still a virgin humpy. the perfect leg to hump would be that of a dominant Goddess, but i know i would blissfully hump a mans leg's. Humpys need to hump.

i would think that She would laugh at my humping. Maybe force me to swallow Her spit, or ashes. Slapping my face i'm sure would be fun. What would i do if She grabbed my nipples as i humped? Someday i hope that i will know.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Your COGIATI result


Your COGIATI result value is: 10 Which means that you fall within the following category:

What this means is that the Combined Gender Identity And Transsexuality Inventory has classified your internal gender identity to be essentially androgynous, both male and female at the same time, or possibly neither. In some cultures in history, you would be considered to be a third sex, independent of the polarities of masculine or feminine. Your gender issues are intrinsic to your construction, and you will most likely find your happiness playing with expressing both genders as you feel like it.


Your situation is a little tricky in our current society, but not tremendously so, depending on your geographic location. 

The suggestions for your circumstance are not overly complicated.

1. If you have any comfortability about your gender expression, some slight degree of counseling might well prove helpful. The primary goal would be to make it possible for you to enjoy your gender expressions free from any shame or embarrassment, and to resolve any remaining questions you might have. 

2. As an androgynous being, both genders, and both sexes are natural to your expression. Permanent polarization in either direction might bring significant unhappiness. It is not recommended that you go through a complete transsexual transformation. You might find a partial transformation of value, if you find yourself more attracted overall to the feminine. You are more likely a transgenderist, than a transsexual. It is recommended that you recognize that your gender issues are real, but that extreme action regarding them should be viewed with great caution.

3. If you have not already, consider joining any of the thousands of groups devoted to gender play of various varieties. There is literally a world of friends to discover who share your interests. There are also publications, vacations, and activities that would expand your gender play.

Friday, February 6, 2009


They arch out in perfect obscene
   curves from a woman's body;
   massive protruding orbs with
huge areolas lifting up large nipples begging,
   needing to be sucked and pinced and teased...
   they need to jut and be seen and cry out I AM FOR SEX

They bounce, each step a symphony on motion,
   pulsing and rippling into anyone's brain
   fortunate to stare at them.
   Fortunate to be enslaved by them.